Monday, October 11, 2010

Day 11

A photo of me recently and how I feel about seeing it now ~

 - A very recent photo (a week ago).This is my little sister and I.
She is about to have her 5th baby at the end of this month. So about how I feel....I feel two worlds colide. I am pregnant with my second rainbow and she with her 4th. She had a miscarriage with her first and has gone on to have perfect deliveries- all natural- with the rest. She is really good at being pregnant and bringing my nieces and nephews into the world -like she was made to make babies. I love her tremendously and would want nothing less for her. I on the other hand feel like I am not so good at this, but am holding my breath, hoping to be proven wrong. I hope I can look back on this picture in December and have joy. Joy because I am holding that rainbow and she hers, not grieving for another baby lost. I agreed to taking this picture because I thought, either way I'm gonna want to remember this and I hope it isn't because it will be a keepsake in another memory box.


  1. Bumpbuddysisters! You both look fabulous! I am glad you found the courage to take a picture.

    I so regret not having taken more from Claire's pregnancy and am trying hard to take more this time. Like you, I hope that I can add them to a baby album and not a memory box.


  2. oh hun. So sorry that our minds are no longer carefree during pregnancy. I am praying that everything goes well and I will be congratulating you in December!! much love! (btw isnt being prego the same time as your sis awesome? My sister and I were prego together as well. We had our kids within 25 days of each other!)

  3. Just want to send you love. You both look so cute. Praying that all goes well for you;o)

  4. I love this picture. I hope you can look back on it with fond memories while you're holding your rainbow! :)

  5. I'm with Tiffany - so sorry your mind is no longer carefree during pregnancy. Beautiful picture of you and your sister! <3

  6. That picture is great, you both look wonderful.